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New website coming? Does blogging help?

Well you’ve been probably wondering why I haven’t been writing in my blog lately and that is because I’m moving on to a new website that is going to promote help to others, also my blog will continue off of there. I’ve started to make youtube tutorial videos on my current youtube channel.

I’ve also noticed that blogging really hasn’t been helping me as much as I thought it would in the start. It was fun coming home once a day or writing a blog or two during the month. It would show alot of people what I was going through, but it is also a call so people can get into your personal life and think they can help you out in every way possible. The truth is that you can’t help anyone if you don’t relate to them in anyway. I’ve had these random people send me an email or people walk up to me and tell me that they can help. They started preaching to me about god and all this religious bull shit, of course thats not going to help.

Just a note to yourselves. Don’t try to help someone who you don’t even truly know. If you just read what they write on a blog that doesn’t mean you know them.

Thanks for reading my blog for the past couple of months, Shaun.

Changes for the best!

It’s been so long since I really wanted to talk about how my life was going. Well recently my life is starting to take a turn for the best instead of the worst. It’s truly amazing on how much my life has changed since that faithful day. I’ve learned that everything happens in your life for a reason.

I’m one of those people who take what one loves seriously. I want to achieve my goals and become one with technology. I want to learn everything that there is to building, programming and even gaining knowledge on computers. I have a passion for computers and it’s something that I need to persuade in life.

Hopefully the people that I’ve encountered in life will do the same. They should work towards their goal and what they truly want to do in life. There is only one life time and you only get one chance at becoming what you truly want.

A grand idea, by a great friend

Well one of my good friends who I’ve known for years has had alot of problems in his life. That really doesn’t matter because his intelligence is beyond anyone elses that I know of. He has many great ideas that no one ever tends to think deep about them. After he told me a couple of stories that almost set my mood into a dreary state.

We sat in my kitchen an hour or even two just talking about the death of his cousin and all the mistakes that led to it. Then we got into a serious discussion about the government and he started telling me this ideas that sounded crazy, but in all actuality they were great. He would want this idea to get out there and all I can do is just tell a couple of readers and hopefully they spread the word.

Written by Kyle, “The president has all the right ideas, but hes not doing it in the right place. Giving people jobs to build roads and such will only be a temporary fix for the economy. They have to think outside the box and start thinking how they can make money and still give people jobs. There are thousands and thousands of broken down factories all over the united states. The president could give people jobs rebuilding those factories then giving them jobs working at those factories to give the economy a permanent fix. They could process merchandise that we could then sell to other counties for currency.”

This weekend is so weird! FAIL!!!

Some of you might think of the term fail for like a test and you didn’t pass it. The gamers term of fail is alot different than others use it. We use it whenever we do something really stupid or something outrageous. Well saturday night was the most fail night of all our lives.

The night started out with my friends and I going out to see the movie Mall Cop at 10:35 PM at night. We arrived at the mall around 10:50 PM and ended up missing like the whole movie, so we didn’t bother to go in. I’m sitting on the ledge of the stairs losing my mind. I was thinking of what we are going to do now because my friends mother wasn’t going to pick us up till after midnight, by the way we were at the mall. So we end up walking around the mall for about a half an hour to find out that the ruby Tuesday is still open.

We enter into the ruby tuesday and it was totally empty, except for all the workers. So we get seated in the far back side of the restaurant where we could literally talk about anything we wanted. So we are all starting to order and it is now around 11:46 PM and I’m starving. Two of us order a cheese burger, one orders the salad bar and my idiotic friend orders a huge steak at midnight. He finds out that the meal comes with a trip to the salad bar. So he travels to the salad bar and picks out his salad. When he was finished eating the guy asks the waitress where he puts the dish! We’re are all stairing at him yelling out FAIL.

He was embarrest and we are still laughing until one of my friends decide to order a huge coffee and then tells the waitress that he doesn’t want it anymore. I’m sitting there slamming my head on the table at how embarrest I was starting to get. So the waitress starts to yell at him telling this story about how she had to clean out a new pot and brew a new cup of coffee than rewash it. That was another epic fail for the night by getting yelled at by the waitress.

So we are getting ready to leave and my friend decides he wants another soda and we order it, I got one too. The girl comes over with a Mr Pib and a Coca-Cola. These drinks look exactly the same so we asked her how she could tell us which one is which. She tells that she has a special order that she places the drinks ranging from seat 1, 2 3, and 4. The fail of this moment is she messed up our drinks. So I ended up getting the Mr Pib and my friend got the Coca-Cola.

It’s starting to reach around 12:25 AM in the morning and we’re still hyper at that late of a night. His mother arrives at the mall and picks us all up. We’re just in the car blasting music on the way home like nothing ever happened. No one else knew what happened that night except for the four of us. It’s a night that I will always remember when it comes down to it.

((I couldn’t mention all the things that happened Saturday night. Most of them are not suited for readers or just aren’t capable of explaining. Just say that we had over 72 failures that night in less than four hours. Just to think I had that much fun.))

Don’t know myself?

This discussion keeps coming up in my life where I don’t feel like I even know myself anymore. I keep getting the question, “What does honor truly mean to you.” I was just puzzled at the question and didn’t even know what anything meant to me at that sudden moment in time. Can it be that I haven’t discovered who I am in life? There is going to be a time in my life where I’m going to have to do some soul searching. I will find out the answers that I’m truly looking for. Then I’ll be able to answer that question with a true response that comes from the heart and not our of the blue, like something that is untrue.

“What does honor truly mean to you?” Answer that question in the comments below and tell me what honor means to you. Maybe some of your responses will help me out.

Time to say goodbye…

I’ve been through so much in life and met so many good people. It’s hard to say good bye, but it’s the only thing I can do now.  I’ve been hiding my emotions deep within my heart and it’s time to let them free. The mask that hid the true me is starting to tear away slowly. As the mask comes partially off a whole lot of emotions are being released. We all have a certain kind of life to live and some don’t get to see the end.

I feel like my mask has been torn away and my eyes can see a whole new kind of world. One that is filled with happiness and even sorrow. My current being is finally able to pass onto the next life as a new one is born into this so called world. One that actually has emotions and can feel the pain of others to a certain extent.

My true self being is releasing its self from the mask that it hid behind. I can finally smile without feeling despair. The world is truly a wonderful place and a beautiful sight to behold.

Gamer Army?

Well recently I rejoined back up with the well renown gamer army. We are the proist of pro at gaming and never really get beaten unless the other person is pro too. This is the anthem that goes along with the gamer army.

The Lyrics:

Our days begin with pwning noobs in every FPS.
Our nights are spent refining strats
and reading books on chess.
Our battlefield is digital and pwnage is our aim
So KEEP IT IN THE GAME!

Gamer Army - What a hell of a way to fight.
Gamer Army - It’s the pwnage way of life.
Gamer Army - We’re the few, the pro, the leet.
We’re TAKING NOOBS TO SCHOOL!

A Gamer Army Soldier may succumb to hax or lags,
But no one is allowed to die with less than 30 frags.
With your PC or console we will surely win the war.
The GAMER ARMY CORPS!

Gamer Army - What a hell of a way to fight.
Gamer Army - It’s the pwnage way of life.
Gamer Army - We’re the few, the pro, the leet.
We’re TAKING NOOBS TO SCHOOL!”

Written by http://www.gamerarmy.com

The agony!

Recently I’ve come down with a serious cold that has been getting to me and just won’t go away. It started out as just a headache on Saturday night, but it escalated. I didn’t feel like going out or hanging out with my friends over the weekend. I just didn’t feel up to do anything with anyone. Monday morning comes and my headache has gotten worse, but I went to school. I had fun at the mall with my fellow students yet felt like I wanted to pass out.

I arrived home that day and immediately wanted to crash, fall asleep. My head hurt so bad then I started to come down with a bad cold. This is one of the worst colds I’ve had in a long time, the constant headaches, sore throats, and dizziness that I’ve been feeling.

This could be a simple cold or something far worse? I keep asking my self this question as I sit here in agony. The world is coming down on me at this current moment in time. It’s been getting to the point where I just can’t breathe or the my throat is in agonizing pain. I hope medicine will finally work on me because if it doesn’t, I don’t know what I’m going to do.

For now I have to rest and get well.

Thinking Positive?

Lately I’ve been thinking about how my life has turned out for the best. After I was evicted from my public school, I always thought it was the end. Then along the way I met some wonderful people who’ve helped me out more then they know. Just having them as a friend would make me feel happy. I feel like I’m accepted into a community that I fit in with. There are alot of people around me that I can relate to. I’ve been through so much in life, but in the end there was always some there to help me.

I’m grateful for having such good friends that I could talk to each and every day. I’ve changed so much since that day and I’m actually starting to feel happy for once in my life. I’m one step closer to finding my true self.

I miss you dearly

I’ve been through so much in life where I start to remember the past at times. These times make me want to cry my self to sleep. For some reason my tears have dried up over the years since that one disastrous day. I feel like my heart is yearning for the love that I once had. Something deep within my beating heart needs the comfort that one can offer. It all seems hopeless as life goes on and the desire of love fades into the abyss.

My heart has become cold and empty. People have reached out to me and I ignored them. It seems that my heart only wants the one who I truly love to help me. The problem is that I’ve felt so much pain and suffering in life that I haven’t felt love for years. Only one person managed to pierce my heart with the arrow of love, but she has moved on and I was left to rot.

I will await the day that one very special person will open my eyes to the true world. Hopefully that day comes soon as the end draws near.